in the end,it doesnt even matter anymore.

everyone has to go through their moments of deciding whats best for them or their future and it doesnt really matter if the person you hate /like is doing the same thing.he/she might copy your doings but hey,if he/she were to do that then i guess that person has run outta options and feels the need to look around before decidinfg what to do.

everyone in my class is still the same,although the PMR trials are around the corner.in just two weeks' time,block C will be deathly quiet and they say that the trials are much more harder than the actual exam.but to me,its just an exam that will decide your fate next year.you may be able to go to the stream you desire or you have to go to the stream you may NOT desire.scary huh?but it'll be good to get some fantastic grades for PMR (;

one thing i cant seem to understand about people is why cant they just create their own ideas and NOT copy other people's ideas.so what if you can't get an idea.create your own idea!it isnt that hard to concoct one in your mind :X and why must there be bullies?can't you just keep still and not harass anyone?i just cant understand.

oh well.will blog later.byee~~
P.S:2 more weeks!i cant wait!:DD

turn it up,its five minutes to midnight.

blehh.today was.......... NOISY.(:ANYWAYS. was fooling around with the camera yesterday/last night and i camwhored -.- AGAIN.

let the pictures speak for themselves!(:

normal + bitchy kononnya! look + lalatic poses : what i did last afternoon/last night :D

and i found out that you can actually get babies without doing "it". heh,and the "children" that you get are actually...DOLLS.and boy,do they really look like real dead babies!*shudders*

looks really real right?ohmygosh woih.

DAUGHTRY IS COMING TO MALAYSIA THIS SATURDAY.I WANNA GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!anyone got an extra ticket?(: why all the chun-ted bands that i really like came here this year!?when im having PMR.bloody hell.first,BSB came to Malaysia when DJ was having its first term papersand screw all the other bands coz mummy says that the tickets are too expensive and now Daughtry is coming this saturday.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.stupidstupidstupid.I HATE YOU! gah.

*screams like a mad girl* ooh,my fave song is on!(: five minutes to midnight rocks my socks off heh. I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!:DDD

will blog later.byee~~

i keep bleeding love.

stayed at home today :DD my head and abdomen wasnt feeling well so i decided to skip school heehee (; and no,i havent been studying.instead,i've been doing..MATHS.horrible maths and i was doing form 2 math la so dont pester me on how to do whatever chapter you dont know how to do coz my maths sucks btw :X

ANYWAYS.crap,my legs hurt.help!i wonder what happened in class today.hmm,movie time!harhar.

will blog later.byee~~

love like this

18/7

we librarians had AGM and im so proud of popo,sze yin,zae yee,yimay and ye huan as they got posts!(: hopefully they can demerit someone(heh,inside joke).i bet Neal's happy (:

ANYWAYS.came back from school and overheard that my dogs had somehow made my neighbour upset just coz she saw this pile of....faeces on her lawn outside of her house.and worst of all,she thinks that my adorable and lovable doggies PRODUCED that.pfft!what nonsense.dont worry,i'll leave it to your imagination to figure out what happened at the end of the event (:

as i was feeding my dog,i suddenly took an unused pair of chopsticks and i figured that it'll be great that if my dogs can eat using CHOPSTICKS (: and to my utmost delight,my experiment had...

SUCCEEDED (:

peektures!

hungry la.got food arh?):

see this scrumptious biscuits?(:

looks weird right?(:

evil satisfaction look

19/7


it was the librarians hi tea today and i didnt go.surprisingly,my mum suggested that we booked the tickets for the latest batman show and little did i know that yimay and gang were watching the same show as well (: went to ou to watched and roamed around with mom and bro until it was time to watch the movie.when we went in,we were told that the show was going to be delayed for 30 minutes(for goodness knows what reason) and so we waited and waited with my handy iPod and my bottle (:

my smelly abang handled my iPod.pfft!

i was bored!):

and when the movie started,ther was this fat bitch with her husband/boyfriend/whatever he is who couldnt resist kicking my goddamn chair THROUGHOUT the entire movie.wasn't she SO considerate?!when i tried to get her attention she just looked up even furthur.i was so pissed i couldnt even do ANYTHING about it coz my brother said that "i dont want to create a scene".Pfft!!when i finally told her companion about him he just said,"oh,sorry."come on man!you should have at least made your girl say sorry to me!what inconsiderate people you are!and the movie thrill ws spoilt-and it was their fault!they are such LOSERS!pfft!furthurmore,she was wearing goddamn HIGH HEEL SHOES!do you know what high heels can do to you?!if you dont then you're losing out a lot.

this pisses me off,thinking about it.argh,stupid people who make the world feel bullied.

Aaaa.

will blog later.byee~~

P.S:heh,im playing maffia while blogging!cool eyh?heheh

diam la.

omg la.stop asking me to update my goddamn blog just for your reading pleasure and amusement.so what if i run out of ideas?you want me to blog about randomness is it!?give me some ideas to blog about if youre so eager to see what comes from my brains.please la,think about other people as well.and its my blog-not yours.go update yours if youre so eager to update.

and stop bugging me to tell who are the people i mention in my blog.dont you know what privacy is!?so stop asking if you know whats good for you.AGM's tomorrow.shiit.

will not blog later.byee~~
P.S:been feeling bitchy today.wonder whats wrong with me nowadays.

im listening but there's no sound

internet explorer is being such a meanie to me >( anyways,pn Hamizan happilysadly told us during assembly that today was her last day to talk to us and she was already transferred to SAS(sultan abdul samad) school so many happy wishes teacher!(: hopefully you'll miss DJ and do whatever it takes to come back enjoy your teachings there.felt sleepy when we went back to class and thank god the BM teacher didnt come so i had some time to study and sleep (:

oh yay!internet explorer's not being mean to me anymore but MSN is ): oh well,gotta go Maffia now(yes kl,it IS very addictive :])yay!mum's going out tonight!brilliant!

will blog later.byee~~
P.S:shit,trials is in 3 weeks time.i need more timeeeeee.anyone care to sacrifice some for me?XD

mafia.MAFIA!XD

omgomgomg mafia is freaking scary!hahahahahaha...do play to find out why is it so fun to play and thanks yimay and everyone who forced me to play mafia XD

gotta go!
will blog later.byee~~

horror and sorrow?hmm

watched this with small boy yesterday and it wasnt that scary although some parts were.especially when people started to kill themselves.one guy killed himself with the lawn mower!damn ew right?and it was kinda.....okay-lah i guess.not too bad.wanted to watch the skeleton key but small boy said no ): and it've been WAAAAAAAAAAAY better than this show.or maybe Ju-On could've suffice for my favourite horror movie.hmm....what do you think?do leave a comment!(:

i wanna go cheer 08!small boy suppose to go with me but his friends had already asked him so he decided to ditch me and follow his friends.so good right?my foot la he good -.- anyways.im suppose to go for tuition now...but i decided to ponteng :P will explain to teacher when i next see him dont worry...i very good wan...right ah yi?:P

will blog later.byee~~

strawberries!(:

You Are a Strawberry

You are friendly, outgoing, and well liked by many people. You are popular, but there's nothing you ordinary or average about you. You a very interesting person, and you have many facets to your personality. Sometimes you feel very conflicted. Your different sides of your personality pull at you. You are a very sensual and passionate person. You are fiery... you can't help it. In general, you keep your passionate side under wraps. You are only wild in private.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

lol!this is so cute la ^^

found it on yimay's blog so i decided to give it a try and heh!voila.i found out what i am (:

will blog later.byee~~

stop this at once,please!

today was pretty fun (: we got to skip science today and yes,it was Hari Kerjaya today.got to collect this:

and a pen from KDU which said this:

rrrrrright.im sure you do.

ANYWAYS.im planning to do mass comm,as some of my close friends do know what i intend to pursue for my career.but heck,why worry about it now?considering that i still got two more years to think about it,i think i'll concentrate on what's the next big thing whihc's about to happen in a few more month's time.heh (:

whos going for Cheer '08?i bought the shirt and it surprsingly fitted my like a glove,considering that the shirt was a size S and im a what-size L maybe?hmm.but i like this year's shirt design.

front

back

nice,no?(:

moving on.would you eat something which is so ADORABLY ADORABLE AND CUTE like this:




would you?!WOULD YOU!?i don't think so.stop eating dogs for goodness sake!what is so delicious about dogs' meat,especially the puppies meat?but first of all,if it really IS that delicious,then let me ask you a question:do you guys think about what are you doing to hapless creature that God has created?!all you ever think is food,food and food."so what if its hapless?lets just eat it"izzat your attitude towards animals!?i dont think so!i think the government should do something about it and ban the eating of dog meat like in HK.protect the animals and do you even think about hygene in the dog's body?it might have fleas or skin infection or whatever disease and you couldnt give a damn coz all you care is how to fill your stomach.RIGHT?i think so.you think boiling the meat can easily kill the germs?DO YOU?!as im writing this,i feel kinda sick.to those who really think that dog-eating should be banned in Malaysia,you guys are really compassionate people who cares about the world.thank you so much.

will blog later.byee~~

tell me your secrets and i'll never spit them out,i promise.

shouldnt have gone to school today.had stomach ache and SJMS kept talking about it.stupid woman.and yes,trials is in...less than one month.:O its so freaking near!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gah.whatthehell.this week was pretty...sleepy?(: kept sleeping most of the time in the evenings and i havent time to study my things.see i so cool hor :P

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ways.

you know the cheerleader boon mun rigght.she damn friendly you know (: good luck to you guys on Saturday and Sunday ya.BOOM DYNAMITEZ BOOM BOOM (: felt damn random.yerrrrrrrr,soh poh going laaaaa....i also want to gooo...but trials so near adi.and mom's sure to kill me if i do go.she doesnt even let me go to the hi-tea thingy ): damn sad right.oh well...will cherish you form 5s dont worry (:

yay!tomorrow can skip two periods in school (: Hari Kerjaya and pn Saik is noisy,pn Heah is naggy,smelly and sweaty and tomorrow got geo test!subjective some more :O ice cream and chocs are soo tempting (:

took this pic when i was suppose to be studying geography and science.woots!
3 Keruing '08:best class ever (:

and this's another one:

try to spot me (: im somewhere in the middle so have fun searching for me (:
and yes,choir is the best society ever

will blog later.byee~~

memories that are so close to me,yet so far.

you really hurt me today.

how i wished you were never like that.

where did all the fun moments that we used to have gone to?i really miss the old you.

come back )':

it hurts to think about what you said and did today.

i could've hurt you back,but i have respect for you and i dont hit people who i have respect for.

especially you.

i guess i'll just start living with the way you are now

those moments have long time gone away.

how i wish they were here now.

but they've moved into the Forgotten Memory Land.

i really do miss them.do come back

tears and tantrums wont heal my heart,but time will.

time heals everything,including broken hearts.

but it takes quite awhile to do so

and THAT,my friends,can be quite a challenge to some people.

so all i can say is..i'll just hold those memories close to my heart and never forget them.

but thinking of them at times can bring unwanted tears at unwanted and strange times.

sometimes,when i think of what i want for my next birthday gift is to experience the sweet childhood memories that i used to have.

just for a couple of hours or more will do.

but time's cruel,and it wont let me do so.

so all i gotta do is

just let it be and remember my past memories and laugh at the embarrasing moments

and through that way,i can experience it again

and smile at those memories.

i really do miss them.i do.

sigh.

will blog later.byee~~

im FREEEEEE (:

"khamu jhangan chakap banyak-banyak.chepat buat kerja khamu."ROFLMAO.

guess who said those words???im not telling you :P

ANYWAYS.(: something big has happened to Eva's hair,and its not phenomenal,it happens once a year only you know (: from this:

typical good girl hair to:

new hairstyle!(:and it comes along with a fringe :O and no,i WILL not leave it hanging on my face like fake hair.i will pin it up instead la dont worry (:

saw the small boy LONER aka Yi Qian and friend just now in Atria.and loadsa DJians there.guess a lot of people went for the jogathon.sorryla yimay i ffk-ed you,but sleep comes first (: and my nose is fucking oily!khgsghshgjsdhfdjshfiosdhifjsdilo

my hair's getting irritating.argh!what the hell.i still love it laaaa

like the new background?considering that ALOT of people dont like my flowery background,so i decided to settle for the plain ones.that way,NO ONE can complain :D

yer,no dinnner tonight ):

will blog later.byee~~

im going under

ohmygod.my house is friggin noisy...dont know what are the workers doing :/jeez.imma cut my hair today!;D must have fringe wan :DD cant wait for it!the reason why im so excited for this is coz my hair is fringeless(izzat even a WORD!?hmm) and i can easily pull it back.but then...sighhhh...

oh ya!i was supposed to go for the jogathon thingy today..but i skipped it coz i dont wanna run like someone who lost their child and running everywhere to check every crook and cranny of the world.and besides,soh poh ist there..she weent ice-skating!>(

who wants to go to genting after PMR?its in planning mode so im not so sure yet so call/sms me if you wanna go and DONT SMS/CALL MY HP COZ ITS not on during weekdays..so tell me before i go home okay?

nigel was freaking funny yesterday.during meeting yesterday,he asked us a questin:are you gonna miss me?-.- the obvious answer was:NOOOO haha,but i know i'll miss the form 5 seniors next year coz they're really fun la.and neal told us his story of how he got to Bukit Merah R&R for the librarian camp.it was freaking hillarious,especially the part when he told us that there was this guy,A whoo collected cans and threw them in a plastic bag.when he was done,he's ask a cig from a guy.afetr he was done,he'd collect again and he'd ask for a cig from ANOTHER guy.lol.but the funniest part was when A put his arm around a girl and she screamed "Aah!" and ran away.and guess what he said?"camp was fun coz Neal was there.I ROCKED THE CAMP!to those guys who never went for the camp,you are such *whispers*LOSERS*while showing the L sign*"wth -.-

ill miss grace the most la i think*nudge nudge kelly*.sheesh,there i go again.half the year's gone.and another 5 more months to my birthday!!!!:DD and a 100 more days to PMR ): yeeeeeeeeer.why got PMR wan?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?stupid stupid stupid i hate you la uuuuuuuuuuurgh.

will blog late.byee~~
P.S:will be seeing you later cuzzie (:

thunder strikes

im really sorry if im rude to you guys la okay.especially yean and yimay.im really sorry....

i mean,try listening to people who keep on bugging you to put some freaking music in somewhere and YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT THE PERSON IS BUSY BUT YOU STILL FUCKING BLODDY IDIOTICLY STUPIDLY ASK THE PERSON TO DO SOMETHING WHICH IS NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL AND THAT PARTICULAR PERSON DOESNT KNOW HOW TO DO/FIND THAT PARTICULAR OBJECT.

so tell me,if youre in that person's shoes,wouldnt YOU FEEL SUFFOCATED AND WOULDNT YOU FUCKING WANNA BREAK FREE?!WOULDNT YOU!? JUST TRY TO IMAGINE LA PLEASE.


and you wanna know why im not always online lately?!I GOT BLOODY LIMITED TIME OKAY NOT YOU LUCKY BASTARDS WHO HAVE BLOODY NOTHING TO DO EXCEPT ROT AT HOME.so STOP EXPECTING ME TO BE ONLINE 24/7 ALRIGHT?!if you still dont understand i'll give you a really tight slap la.like what pn.Nordian always says,"kamu memang tak tahu dengar bahasa.apa lagi kamu mahu?"[you really dont understand what am i saying.what else do you want?] so if you ask me to go online ONE MORE TIME OR FUCKING BLAME ME FOR WASTING YOUR PRECIOUS EVENING TIME WAITING FOR ME TO GO ONLINE i'll slap you PROPERLY and make sure you shut your mouth properly AND USE YOUR EARS FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE.

so what if i like something and you dont?!why can we use the one that i chose?!you want something happier?go put some lala-shit face ass title la then,so what if you dont talk to me about it?its always these two words:SO WHAT.he-llo,it the THREE OF US so why is it only MISS SUNSHINE?!shouldnt it be MISS SUNSHINES?!oh no,it cant.coz you WANT IT that way and you cant talk with me about it.why?im too dumb to dibawa bincang izzit?!or is it just what your instincts told you to put?!?please la.ITS FOR THREE NOT FOR ONE.

i dont bloody what you people say about this anymore.and kl,if you start asking me WHY AM I NOT BLOODY ONLINE LATELY,please refer to the text above,please.im outta here.oh boy,am i glad to kick that crap outta my heart.ha!(:

will blog later.byee~~

its big.its huge.its..?

new group blog!
check it out.....

HERE

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