Breakdown.

Her footsteps were heard throughout the quiet emporium,starting off with a brisk jog,eventually quickening into a run.She was running,away from everything and anything which was in her life.Nothing was special to her anymore,nor did it hold any purpose.The lack of attention she got from her parents,the hideous society she was categorized in her school,the looks that she got from her teacher-skeptical,loathing yet deceiving at the same time.It was just too much to bear.She was tempted to cut her wrist,to let it all go because she knew,if she stayed,it would be living hell for her.

As she was about to turn into a turning,a boy bumped into her and they both fell to the ground,both muttering 'Ouch!',rubbing the parts which was bumped against during their brief meeting and cursing the other under their breath while checking for any signs of blood.Once that was done,they both stared at each other and she muttered,'Oh!' and sucked in her breath as she had recognized him.He was the jock in school,the one who was recognized and treated well,the one whom even the teachers held respect for.He was the one who was always the one who lead the soccer team to victory,no matter how many or how little players they had or how tough their opponent was.

They soon began to be friends,as he wanted his life to end too.His dad was a drunk,a drug addict and was always foraging money from his mother.His mom was a hooker,but she was regularly beaten up by his father.Money was always the main problem at home,and he could hear them arguing constantly,sometimes even from dawn to dusk.One night,his dad came back,drunk as usual,screaming for his mother to give some cash as his supply of drugs was almost finished.She refused,and clutched the money to her chest tightly.He advanced upon her,holding a knife and threatening her.She screamed for help,and all he ever heard from her was her screaming helplessly as his dad stabbed her repeatedly.He wasn't that concerned about his mother or his dad,as they meant little to him.

Soon,they were seen together in school and gossips were starting to circulate.He was the good looking one and his looks were enough to turn anyone's head.She was the plain one and people often ignored her.Students had condemned them when they saw the couple,but they ignored the jibes and continued with their life as if nothing was wrong.When they had graduated form high school,they had decided to write a new chapter in their books and start a new life.All seemed to go well at first,but one night when they were in the living room,his dad had quietly sneaked into their bedroom and was busy helping himself to their money.He had decided to go to bed early as he was not feeling well and as he turned the doorknob,gunshots were heard throughout the entire house.She screamed,and immediately ran up to check on her husband.Footsteps were heard running up the staircase,and the intruder decided to kill her as well.But when he cocked his gun at her face,he faltered a little.She stood there,frozen as she stared at him and at her dead husband,a hole in the middle of his head and a pool of blood gradually growing bigger as seconds ticked by.

He screamed and shot her,she fell to the ground immediately,and it looked almost as if she was falling down on purpose.More shotguns were heard,but as he repeatedly shot her body,he was deeply reminded of his life,of what should have been.But nonetheless,his son and his son's wife were already somewhere where peace was always there no matter what situation they were in.
When the cops were at the scene,the father was sobbing desperately and shot himself 4 times.Now,it was peacefull for all and no more pain was to be felt anymore.

Like it?Heh,it was in my mind since last Monday.I just couldn't get it out.Rate it if you wish!Heh.

How was my week,you asked?

Well,to tell you the truth,I got some things settled.Like,

• the interview with an actress.
• surviving (especially with accounts) through the week as I was so busy.What with deadlines and homeworks and projects.Mmmph.
• script writing.which also reminds me about Adrian's.I can't remember where it exactly is right now coz I can't seem to find it :/
• watching Dragon Ball!Heh.I find Goku cute though.Food for thought?heh.

Where are my team member's research?:( Xian Wei's definitely going to kill me if I submit it later than he expected.Dieeeeeee.

And my overall percentage is well...sucky.:(

You got me so hypnotised and mesmerized.

What do you think about this?


Ehehe.Doesn't it just make your tastebuds tingle with lust and excitement?Well,Yi May's did.:p

HEEEEEEEEEEE :D
I'm SLACKING >)

I was suppose to work on my Moral essay(the one which we form 4 have to do for the faggot project)

BUT!

I actually wanted to charge my iPod and one thing lead to another :D


Look ma!I'm slacking with the 'best friend' with a tattered copy of 'Twilight' at my side when I still have work to do x)


Sheesh,it's Saturday already :(

edit//
MY MORAL ESSAY IS FINALLY DONE AND OVER WITH HEEEEEEEEE :D and sheesh,horrible loss to MU,huh?:( no wonder the brother's emo-ing now.Oh well,now all I have to do is look forward to Add Maths and Accounts homework.AND C3 '09 TOMORROW!:D
Good luck to the Minimytez cheerleaders tomorrow and YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST :D

Meet my friend,Ian,

Who,apparently is in COLLEGE,ladies and gentlemen.He's only 16 this year and I know that some of you are thinking,"How can this be!?She must be bullshitting me.",Well,for your information,I am NOT bullshitting you,nor am I lying to you.Take a look at the convo which I had with him oh-so-very-recently.

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
IAN! YOU CHANGED SCHOOL?

ĬĀʼn® says:
...
WoW

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
jhaha

ĬĀʼn® says:
u just noticed?

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
yeah sorry!

ĬĀʼn® says:
eish

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
im kinda blur nowadays

ĬĀʼn® says: i
m that easy to forget huh? -.-"
haha im in college la

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
SORRY LA! college!? why are you there?
i thought we;re suppose to be there like...3 years later?

ĬĀʼn® says:
Nooo i skipped that haha

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
-.-

ĬĀʼn® says:
im in toc the otomotif collge
Hahaha,im ahead of yall now

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
-.-

ĬĀʼn® says:
so ill be graduating when im 18+

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
but what are you doing there?

ĬĀʼn® says:
fun kan? studying la

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
not really

ĬĀʼn® says:
apa lagi haha

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
weih!

ĬĀʼn® says:
why not really?

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
but how come you can go to college one

ĬĀʼn® says:
im enjoying myself cos they have a program for "school leavers"
aka 16 year olds haha\
eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
-.- and you were planning to leave school!? not baaaaaaaaaad

ĬĀʼn® says:
mmhm

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
where;s TOC?

ĬĀʼn® says: i
n uh ss19 there digital mall

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
woah isnt that SS14? :/

ĬĀʼn® says:
no idea!
haha the road sign says jalan university
but my dad says its ss19 so im confused!
haha no bother

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
:/
but but but! whatchu studying there?

ĬĀʼn® says:
cars cars and more CARS
woohoo haha im happy now i study what I want

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
HAHAH isnt that engineering? :/
EYH!I ALSO WANT!SHIT YOU WEIH

ĬĀʼn® says:
nope u can take engineering but im taking cert levels for this year

eva.' bleeding from the inside. says:
sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet you
ohh cert levels?

ĬĀʼn® says:
next 2 adn 1/2 years diploma then dah siap

ĬĀʼn® says:
haha then if i can afford,get a degree or something
but if not ill just start work
muahaha ill be earning $$ faster than u guys

or so he says -.- but it is,actually because you get to study what you want.Hmm.I actually envy him.A LOT.DAMN YOU PHISHCAKE!:D
haha.But I'm starting to miss him :'( NO MORE IAN TO TALK/BULLY AT SCHOOL :D

I,...

• don't feel like doing my MPS work accounts homework.(Mmm.Pn Sally will kill me for saying this but who cares :O)
• don't want to stone at home like some nut waiting for the right time to be ripe.
• don't like the internet connection now,it's being a bitch to me :(
• want to watch a movie!But it's so late already.Party pooper :(
• need my Form 2 & 3 KHB books back!Stupid baboons stole borrowed it -.-|||
• wish that MY add maths was as good as Leannza's.>.<
  

GOSH,that was random.WAAAAAAY too random,infact.My blogging mojo,it's gone!:O

Life sucks,then you die.-Jacob Black,Breaking Dawn.
How undeniably true it seems.

No wonder my brother told me,"See,I told you so," when I was complaining about the internet.BLEH.


I can't even watch Keith Urban performing his song,"You'll Think Of Me," on live!:(
I wish I can wake up to a cold and gray sky tomorrow :D
My favourite type of weather,heh.:D

D:

I.

AM.
ON.
THE.
VERGE.
OF.
TEARING.
MY.
BLOODY.
ACCOUNTS.
BOOK.
INTO.
TWO.

and it's only 1.30 in the morning!GAH!
I need a way out of this ):

Life just sucks at times,you know?):

Getting grumpier by the minute,bleh.
Currently stoning with my music and chatting with Stigers(hey Matt!:D)

iPersonal D:

Did this iPersonality test and,I'm a laid-back Doer!D:

Laid-back Doers are friendly, happy persons. They enjoy being together with other people. Smart, eloquent, witty and charming, they like to be the centre of attraction. They do not like to be alone. Their zest for life ensures that others feel well in their company and that they quickly get to know people. Laid-back Doers get the best out of every moment - many people of this type have a gift for making their whole life one big party. Boredom is unknown in their presence because they are very good at carrying others away with their enthusiasm, their good mood and their optimism.

Abstract thinking and profound philosophising about the meaning of life appeal less to Laid-back Doers. They are pragmatic, realistic and live completely in the here and now. At work too, they prefer it when it’s all go and they can act out their purposeful manner to the full. They have no problem handling several tasks at once and they blossom out in crisis situations! A varied field of activity with a lot of social contacts is just the right thing for them. One will also seldom find them inactive in their spare time; due to their open, curious nature, they mostly have many hobbies and interests. They are not afraid of the unknown: as they are flexible and creative, they quickly adjust to new situations and make the best of them. They sometimes come into conflict with strict rules or hierarchies by which they quickly feel constrained and against which they rebel.

As friends, Laid-back Doers are generous, helpful persons who attach great importance to harmonious relationships and a good atmosphere. Their sociable manner means that they have a large circle of friends and they love having the house full of many different types of guests. They are happy to give in to their spontaneous moods and fancies in the just one or two important things. This makes them appear somewhat unpredictable to those with a quieter nature. When it really matters, you can rely on them one hundred percent. As partners, they are creative, impetuous and imaginative - as long as their partner knows how to fascinate them. They can hardly stand boredom or routine in a relationship. They do not like conflicts at all; if a relationship becomes too strenuous or involves too much effort, they tend to withdraw from the partnership and start to look for a new partner. However, if one manages to keep their curiosity alive in the long term and surprise them again and again, one has a loyal and loving partner.

The Laid-Back Doer at work;
he Laid-back Doer is an extroverted Doer. You don’t enjoy being alone, but are a typical team worker instead. You would not stand working all by yourself. Dealing with other people, communicating as well as a friendly, collegial atmosphere is more important for you than for most of the other types. You love being part of a group where variety and the new are inspirational and exciting - so there are never enough social contacts.

For you, harmony is of central importance. You prefer a work environment without intrigues and political manipulation and where less elbow activities and confrontation, and more cooperation are the order of the day. Here is one of your major strengths: You are prepared to do a lot, mediate conflicts, reduce tensions, and are in top form when you are part of a positive working climate. To spread geniality and make peace among the worst troublemakers is often easy for you. Consequently, you are appreciated by colleagues and superiors, and have almost no problem getting along with the diverse people in your working environment.

Rather than too much routine and predictability, you need variety, and a certain amount of unpredictability as a part of your responsibilities at work. Your flexibility makes it easy for you to deal with several projects simultaneously. It does not bother you if the phone rings and somebody sticks his head through the door while you are in the middle of preparing a report. You juggle several activities synchronistically without a problem, and during your contacts with others you always remain friendly and obliging. It is a long time before one hears a cross word or any sign of excessive demand out of you.On the contrary, these situations are the icing on the cake for you, and without them your work is going to get boring in a hurry.

The Laid-back Doer in love(:S);
Your type’s trademark is “easygoing.” That applies to love just as to the rest of your life. For you, it is important that your partnership is a source of fun, excitement and inspiration. With a sentence like: “I think it is time for us to be working on our relationship again”, you can be chased out of the house in a hurry. You want to enjoy and not strain yourself, preferably with a partner who feels exactly the same way - someone who is as similar as possible, and with whom you have the least sources of friction.

Your disposition is warm, generous, and passionate. No wonder many people fall hopelessly in love with your charisma! Contrary to some other Doers, you have no problem expressing your feelings verbally, as well. Vivacious as you are, you are also capable of falling in love head over heels, with an unrivaled intensity. Whoever becomes the object of your love is showered with attention, declarations of love, and tenderness. You are not fond of boundaries, and your affection for someone is boundless and boisterous - as long as it lasts - because (and that is the flipside of the coin) only very few types manage to fascinate you and keep your interest in the long term.

For you, there always has to be a little of the “magic,” a little of the enchantment of your relationship’s beginning. Otherwise, you quickly get bored and begin looking for a new challenge. Literature describes you as the type who is most likely to flirt with an affair if the titillation of love is not fresh any longer. Consequently, your partner is well advised to accept your passionate protestations about your eternal love with a certain skepticism: Even if you know that everything is going to stay that way for the rest of your life, for people of your type “forever” is better interpreted as “for now.” However, as long as you are happy with him/her your partner can literally bathe in your love and will in all likelihood have problems catching his/her breath, sexually as well. Your charisma and tendency for being extravagant turn you into an almost irresistible seducer.


Come to think of it,it's kinda scary D:
haha!

SPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM D:

my title somehow reminds me of an American luncheon meat brand though.Wonder whether you guys do know about it,heh :D


Currently;

• Spamming Jia Jia's Facebook D:
• SMS-ing Inessa(if you're reading this,HII!:D)
• Searching up song lyrics so that Jia Jia's music knowledge would improveit's simply atrocious!:D
• Listening to music and lastly;
• BLOOOOOOOOOOOOGING ;D

Multi-tasking much?That's why I'm taking such a long time to reply the spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaams :D



spam spam spam spam spam D: how horrifying.4 pages full of Facebook notifications!

Its a cold world, full of cold places,
Full of people, wearing two faces,
You're a sure sign, of what could be,
I can go anywhere if you're with me.
Don't you agree?

I kinda miss my ex-tuition teacher and classmates.:( So badly.Where are you guys?

Shermaine Sham!Go gai gai with me okay :D haha.

Will blog about the FRIM trip later!Heh.Off to spam Jia Jia's facebook now HEEEEEEE D:

The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button is fantastic.I wouldn't mind watching that show again,and no,Brad Pitt's not the reason why.It's coz it's so touching,that's the why.


Off to bed,it's 3.20 in the morning :O
Night!:D

Love Lockdown

Don't you think it always happen to everyone?
:/




RESULTS AREEEEEEE....SKFGSKLFJSKJFKSJFKSJFKSJD.
need I elaborate more?Heh.

How silly it seems that,

we always have annoymous people using our names to tease other people.
Don't you think it's odd,silly yet so cowardly of them to not use their own name and leave a comment/message about what they want to say to that particular person?

Triples,much?

Somehow or rather,Jun Wei's blog kinda reminds me of my old URL and "Live Your Life" by T.I. ft Rihanna.

Live your spirits high-Jun Wei's title;
Live your life to its fullest-My old URL; and
Live your life-T.I. ft. Rihanna.


See any similarities?
Well,I do.

:D:D::D:D:D:D:D:D:D

OMG!!!
OMG!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

:D

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

ANOOP MADE THROUGH THE WILD CARD ROUND!!!!OMGGG!:D and that makes it an odd number of 13(not that I care anyways :D heehee.As long as Anoop is in,I don't mind :D:D:D:D) people in the competition and this is the first time in history!ZOMG.AND KELLY CLARKSON'S COMING NEXT WEEK!!!:D:D:D Jun Wei,haha!:D

I am so pleased and happy.God just made my Sunday morning alot better already:D

Yean Yi.

Those who have been tagged must write their answer on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Those people who were tagged must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this tag by sending it to other people.

1. Name the persons you want to tag.
- Whoever who wants to do this.I don't mind.

2. Carrot or Broccoli?
Carrot!Omnyomnyom.

3. Masculinity or sissy?
A lil' of both?

4. Goth or punk?
A lil' of here and there.

5. Soccer or basketball?
Basketball!I kinda like shooting it.

6. Favorite actor/actress?
I don't really favour any actors but I do like Renee Zellwegger(is this how you spell her name?I'm not too sure).She's something special.

7. What do you say to a person who spread rumours about you without any reason?
You're just wasting your time doing something which doesn't benefit you.Too bad.

8. Ever took nude photos?
o.O

9. Leather shoe or sneakers?
Sneakers.Comfy pairs of shoes,I like.

10. Long Distance love?
Nahh.

11. Internet love?
Idiotic.

12. Online dating?
That's just purely wasting your time and proving to people that you're a vulnerable idiot who's bound to fall to his or her feet who told you that he or she loves you.

13. Tell us your dream last night?
I dreamt of History shit.HAHA.Undang undang Hammurabi.

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
Used to,and still do.

15. Who then?
Don't want to tell you la :p

16. The last person you had a beer with?
Mmm.Shandy with the brother and talking with him.Bonding session heh :D

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
Chieng Qian,Hui Yin,Jun Wei and the brother.

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
Chieng Qian.

19. The last person you hugged?
Prishalini!

20. The last person you slapped?
Edward Tan,and he's some idiot form 1 who used to be in the same transport as me -.-

21. In the last week, have you kissed someone?
Erm.You think?Haha :D

22. Do you rather do exercise or babysit?
Exerciseeeeeeeeeee D:

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
Wish that I had all I ever wanted and needed.

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
All around Europe.I think European countries are cool,but the people there can make you feel short,especially when they're taller than you.

25. Are you old fashioned?
A little,I guess.

26. Are you a freak or a Geek?
Freak?Haha.I pretty much make everyone roll their eyes at me just coz I said something lame or made them laugh.

27. Are you daring/fearless/lame/retarded?
Retarded.

28. Five things that scare me?

• Stalkers.They can scare the shit out of you sometimes,seriously.
• People who talk about exams all the time!
• Exams!
• Bugs.Especially bees and wasps.
• Tons and tons of leftover work.
  

29. 4 songs playing in my head lately?

• Love Story-Taylor Swift
• Turn Your Car Around-Lee Ryan
• Army of Lovers-Lee Ryan
• Crush-David Archuleta
  

30. Ghost, Zombie, Witch, Wizard, Mermaid, Vampire, or Werewolf?
VAMPIREE.Rawr!:D

It's over.

WOOOOOOOOOOH :D
YES OMGWTFBBQKTHXBAI it's finally-friggin-overrrrrrrr :D
I just screwed accounts and add maths up by the way
I totally killed the history objective questions
I don't want to know my results :D
GAAAAAAAAAH OMG

The smart ass,dumb ass and the tall freak :D
Please don't kill me ZOMG
Off to party now!:D

Sooner or later you're gonna wake up
And find what you're looking for
Like a diamond wahsed up on the shore
In the meantime you're feeling like you're lost without a friend
Sooner or later you're gonna love again
Sooner or later you're gonna love again
-Sooner or later,Duncan James-

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
-Broken Strings,James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado-

Lovelovelove these two songs :D