GAHHH.
can I not do my exams,please?:(
I DON'T THINK I'M READY FOR IT YET.
PLEASE LET THE PAPERS BE STOLEN THE DAY BEFORE THE FIRST DAY OF EXAMS!please?:(

5 more days.Are we ready for it yet?:/ that's the question.

Oi.:D

Went for Merentas Desa yesterday,and if I were to compare '08's to '09's,I think I'd pick 09's as the one which I had more fun in.Running(or was it walking?x]) with Hui Yin,Chui Ying,Cherlyn and Jo Ann was not bad,but it was fun in a funny way :/ We should go next year yeah?Last year to run for school already!Haha(though I'm sure that Jun Wei would agree with me heartily :p)

Went back around 10.30 and Tuna Head Jun Wei came over as well.The girls tried to study while the guy tried to distract us,AND he was SLACKING!Wooh.:D don't worry,if you get last then I think I'd accompany you too,heh.:D

OI TUNA HEAD JUN WEI :D say want to tsudy but you didnt!LOL and exam's like 1 week away!HOW CAN YOU STILL SLACK!?problematic la you -.- HAHA :D

please don't whack me after you're done with this post I beg you :(

Jeez,audition's tomorrow :/ IMMA DIEEEE.someone save me please,and erm,can someone curl my brain a little bit more?:D It's said that the more curls your brain has,the smarter you are :/

And Anoop is out of AI already.:( loved his voice.Oh well.GO ANOOP!I'll buy your album when it comes out,alright?:D
Sheesh,time to study already :(

So much to do yet,so little time.

I wonder how we can survive through this year.
If we're dying already in form 4,then I wonder what's going to happen to us when we're in Form 5 :O
I can't imagine!!:(
Someone shoot me in the head now please :(

Turn your car around and forget your way back home

Sometimes,I really wished that life would be easier.But I guess it wouldn't be.
Form 4's being a bitch to me.It's like whenever I need to study,I need complete silence and that is kinda hard to get,especially in my house.Although you guys say that my timetable's kinda ,free(?),but I don't even have time to myself(like the rest of the form 4s).


So how do i get over you
How do i survive living half the life that i knew
Oh how do i get over you?
When you take away
Everything i held to be true
I wonder if you feel it too, do you?

Just a tiny spark of hope,just to keep the flame alive.I just think I'm missing you heaps tonight,but I don't think that you are.

Its a feeling that you get when you know that something's true.
:/
A notion,a sudden rush of adreline running through your veins when you see your loved one.

Sorry for the emo-ness.It's just that today's been a funny and weird day so,yeah.Can't wait for Saturday!:D

Oh shit,accounts.Must you burden us Nemesu-ians?:(

P.S; I GOT JAMES MORRISON'S ALBUM!:D

So who cares if we're going way too fast?

I find this song very interesting;

Jump
Take that leap of faith,
Take that leap with me,
We can make it if you just believe ,
Girl you'll never feel more alive than,
When you and i are skydiving,
Jump,
Even if we fall, even if we break,
Tell me its not worth the chance you take,
To know that for a while we were flying,
You and i skydiving
Jump

mmm,if only life could be like that.

If youre happy and you know it clap your hands :D-Chieng Qian

Ahh,this is an overdue one I guess.An overdue for Valentine's and a new one which I promised
Hui Yin,Chieng Qian and Jun Wei.Here goes nothing then :D

14th Feb;
Went to school,and stoned :/ Laughed alot and I managed to draw on Hui Yin,Chieng Qian's and Jun Wei's hands :P as we wanted to do some graffities on our hands :/ went to Chieng's house and her house was huuuuuuuuuuge :D but her dog's...erm,funny I guess :D haha.Wasn't what I'd call a fantastic day because I was simply exhausted when it was nightfall.

15th Feb;
Watched Valkyrie and I was absolutely amazed at the number of men willing to kill Adolf Hitler in order to bring a new Germany to place and to bring down the Nazis.Did nothing much on that day :/

Kays.Let's see what evil nice characteristics my friends have,shall we?x)
Hui Yin;
The cutest in our group.Oh and the smartest as well.She can get add maths when the rest of us can't.Heh,and she's the best in accounts too :D a great friend.Sarangheyo:sayuraini xD that is so cute la x)

Chiengn Qian;
My laughing partner,and when she smiles,her eyes really crinkle up,forming a picture of happiness.The always positive and happy one,and she doesn't always throw a fit even though when she's really mad.Never ever ever say the word "cute" to her :D or else....jeng jeng jeng!:D
haha

JunTun Wei;
The only guy in the group :D but!he's a great friend I guess.His attitude's changed for the better and I can't say how happy I am because of that.My singing partner in class.and when I need to spit some problems out,he's the one to go to.Loves Daughtry's and David Cook's music to bits.I mean,he practically knows the lyrics to 'Light On' already.And he loves rocking out with his guitar x)

Jeez,looks like I'm the last person to do this huh :D
haha.

I'm turning into pieces.

Eheh.Today was tiring.My right hand nearly 'died' after the PE lessons and I nearly fell asleep during BM today.Yes,it WAS thaaaat boring.SIvik today was funny x) HUI YIN ARH.you really missed out la on what happened between Voon Hong and Seng Loh x)

Recap;
Voon Hong Seng Loh
*starts punching Seng Loh on the arm*
Eyh not pain one.you got doraemon hands la!See his hands round round one de,so cutex)
*starts puching till he was tired of punching*
Oh shit!damn pain!now I know why Nobita always cry in the show.Coz Nobita always kena whack by Doraemon!

*only 4 Nem students will know what's going on in that convo.But if you DO get what's the situation,then good for you I suppose :D*

Shift today was weird :/ Missed some popular person which I really love disapproved of and Brenda was MIA most of the times o.O Sheesh,speaking of that,I need to find more posters.Anyone willing to loan to us?We'll give you back in a week :D And no,we're not selling the posters thank God :D
wait,if we're using the BBM room during MPS,then where will my class go?o.O

Sigh,Let's hope that this year's MPS will be the best one we ever had :D
Looking forward to it actually.FRIM trip next!:D

And we didn't lose it all again

Mehh.I haven't been updating for a looooooooong time and I was constantly REMINDED by someone everytime she passes me or sees me heh :/


Anyways,the trip to OU last Saturday was fun.Watched Pink Panther 2 with Jun Wei,Chieng Qian and Hui Yin and we sang karaoke!HEH.We should do it again la huh :p Played pool as well and Jun Wei totally owned us all -.- stupid boy :D

Went to the cousin's place on Sunday night to celebrate Chap Goh Mei or the last day of Chinese New Year.Was kinda fun as usual and was left out by the gang :( i is no friend youuuuu hahah :D I still sayang you guys la haha.

Jun Wei's place the next day with Chieng Qian and Hui Yin and wow,nearly got lost there.SORRY GUYS FOR MAKING YOU WALK IN THE SUN.Did a lil' bit of History while cuddling his dog,Simba Mimba and we kept going off topic.:/ And his mom's amazing in Accounts.Eyh when should we go to your house again?:D i wanna kidnap your dog la ITS SO CUTEEEEEEEEE :D temptations,sorry :D haha.Oh yes,and he has a huge ass house :O

Tuition the next day and it was crazy sitting with Venoshah :O haha.if you ever see this,it means that I love you okay?:D Tuition again today and guess what we did?We managed to cut tuition because!there was no electricity heh.Lepaked at the Kelana Jaya LRT station and all we ever did was ogle at hot guys in the magazines in the bookshop there :x

Eeyer.BM,Add Maths(eyh,who stole my book arh :( its not with me since we left class today),Maths and Accounts are already calling me to touch them already heh.Overdue homework much?


//edit:
I think I'm dying in BM.Shit youuuuuuuuuuuuu rumusan :(

You think you're a Jaguar when you're actually an old beaten up car

Sometimes,just when you think that life couldn't get ANY harder than it is already,things start to get worst than it is.

And the thing is,nobody's there to pick the shattered pieces of you when you're torn down and rejected from happiness.
Some may think that this is normal for them,but it isn't for me.Feelings that are discreet from public,that's what I do all the time.I hide the emotions inside but I look so fucking happy and cheery on the outside.Maybe that's the damn problem.

And no matter whatever shit I do at home,I'm always the fucking culprit even though I didn't do the mistake/chore.And guess what?I get scolded for no fucking reason.Every damn person in the goddamn house gets to laugh it out loud while I hide the hate and anger all inside because if I do lash it out,I'm going to get more than what I deserve.The best part is?My parents expect me to laugh their fucking scolding off and laugh and joke and shit.

Don't you think thats such a "good" way to express the feelings?When the mother rants and lashes at me,I'm suppose to stone and she fucking treats me like a fucking retard.Isn't that a cool thing?Fuck that shit man.

I'm done ranting already.Fuck this shit,seriously.

And I'll hold yesterday in my heart.

I kinda hate Tuesdays nowadays.My schedul'e pretty hectic.And I'm sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepy yawn.
Let's see.My Mod Maths teacher actually told us to sign a petiton if we're not happy with her and trust me,the way she speaks is just oh-so-fantastic.
She can't even pronounce a simple word properly and that would just leave you giggling till no end.
Furthurmore,I just can't stand it when she opens her mouth coz that's when I start to laugh and she reminds me of one of my friends.HEH
But I think I prefer my Science and Add Maths teacher more than her.Seriously!Heh,so much for bullying huh.
Choir is slowly killing me softly from the inside :/
How is it that the fifth formers say that form 4 was a honeymoon year??That I'm still pondering on.

You're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone.

Yee Chieng Qian.

Hi, my name is: Eva.

But you can call me: Eva(sounds weird.:S)

Never in my life have I: tried drugs.Dugs is baaad for you :/

The one person who can drive me nuts is: Annoying people who can't shut the hell up and those who only judges a book by its cover.

My high school is: Awesome,but not all the time.

When I’m nervous: I look around and try not to think too much about it.

The last song I listened to was: Just Dance-Lady Gaga ft. Colby O'Donis.

If I were to get married right now it would be to: the right man(I hope?o.O) :D

My hair is: loose.

When I was 4: I loved going to kindergarten heh :p

Last Christmas: was awesome shit hahaha.

I should be: practicing my song for choir but I'm not too sure about using the Note Worthy composure in my comp :S

When I look down I see: My score for Jalur Gemilang.It's kinda hard to sing the high notes.I'm practically strangling myself.

The happiest recent moment was: going out with my friends on my 15th birthday.That was awesome weih!haha.

If I were a character on ‘Friends’: I'd be playing the sarcastic one.

I have a hard time understanding: Add math,sejarah and econs.I MISS PN TAN :(

There are these girls: who are photogenic.

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: my aunt!:D

I want to buy: something that I need?Weird question o.O

Where do you plan to go during Chinese New Year: Somewhere which celebrates the festival joyously.

If you spent the night at my house: I'll watch movies and chat with you till early in the morning.

The world could do better without: war.

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: clothes,earrings and a couple of Galaxie mags?

Most recent thing someone else bought me: Clothes and earrings.

My middle name is: Yong.

In the morning I: wash my face and put my contacts on?

Last night I: went to bed at 9.25 pm.

There’s this guy I know: which annoys the shit out of me but he's a good friend :D

If I was an animal I’d be a: bird :D

A better name for me would be: *I don't know lol.*

I am: going to die in choir tomorrow :(

Tonight I am: going to study science I guess and a lil of Mod Maths.

My birthday is: on a Tuesday this year heh :O


I DON'T LIKE MY NEW TEACHERS THEY SUCK.Seriously.
My new mod maths teacher thinks that I'm making a statement when I'm actually asking a question.
I don't understand what my econs teacher is talking about sometimes.Distractions at the back.
And my History teacher is teaching us Moral.Can you actually believe that?-.- I so friggin hate her.

Screw this shit,seriously.